you are losing the oppertunity of a lifetime .... the chance to change the world and make it a better place not by running or blaming or bs gf crap, but as a friend and as a per who has been victimized and used to be a mascot for them to cover up their own mistakes and legal responsibility . You were used to distract the illegal and wrong actions not followed by those whose duty it is to investigate and protect, and you as a your own victim could fix this for her and make right all you wronged by sueing them for not following procedure or helping you as well. They and you created this conflict buit they are protecting liability and you are too busy lying and being miserable to do somethng for one time right . We will spread the truth and the truth will get you- if you dont start making the truth what is right. Stop letting them ruin the greatest resource and friend you ever had be a man and do it before its her entire life.

Mijn Ideale Persoon: a man who knows how to accept the mistakes he made and deal with them with out trying ti unders=mine someone else or trick and lie to himself creating a fake life. Someone who would stand up and fight for another and be there by their side when they get hurt and care and forgive and not try and hurt anyone - someone who gives back and feel good as a person.
make he right choice fk evry one else she dod and you owe her for that alone... help her and make a million if you do it right.